Several weeks have passed now, and just as the ebb follows the flow, and be it with pomp and circumstance, or quite as it’s kept. Several weeks have passed now, and I find myself in the company of strangers, not strangers of the mind, nor strangers of the soul, but the kind of strangers that one cannot take too fondly to, yet at leat they are their. Several weeks have passed now, and I think that I have not been quit like myself lately, not that I have changed in moral character or anything, just unbalanced, off kilter somehow. Several weeks have passed now, and I still can’t bring myself around to the acceptance of the idea, the mere thought of it makes me sick, queasiness in the pit of my stomach is what I feel. Several weeks have passed now, it felt like the passing of a kidney stone, if not more agonising, yet, the passing of time have made me more willing to start to acknowledge the notion, or I could just wait for several more weeks to pass.
Tuesday, 28 June 2016
Time Passing
Several weeks have passed now, and just as the ebb follows the flow, and be it with pomp and circumstance, or quite as it’s kept. Several weeks have passed now, and I find myself in the company of strangers, not strangers of the mind, nor strangers of the soul, but the kind of strangers that one cannot take too fondly to, yet at leat they are their. Several weeks have passed now, and I think that I have not been quit like myself lately, not that I have changed in moral character or anything, just unbalanced, off kilter somehow. Several weeks have passed now, and I still can’t bring myself around to the acceptance of the idea, the mere thought of it makes me sick, queasiness in the pit of my stomach is what I feel. Several weeks have passed now, it felt like the passing of a kidney stone, if not more agonising, yet, the passing of time have made me more willing to start to acknowledge the notion, or I could just wait for several more weeks to pass.
Wednesday, 22 June 2016
A Crooked Tree
You are a crooked tree, bent at the branch, rotting at the root. The things you feed are always hungry, the things you touch won’t grow straight, the soil your in goes infertile from your poisonous secretions. You must dive for a half-shell, you should saw the seed of love, you need to pay it under a half moon. Before the end you must walk the crooked mile, you need the empty shells of the gathering, then you will be released from your suffering, but only to be consumed by dread and only your demons can forsake you, but alas, all this will be to no avail, as you are coursed with the love of the rotten, you are doomed to walk the earth, you shall not find a shelter, you shall not find a bed. No good shall come from thee nor shall you raise the dead only leapers and wildebeest keep you company and some evil in your head.
Monday, 20 June 2016
Words, The intricate racket of jumbles
Amae (Japanese): The urge to crumple into the arms of a loved one to be coddled and comforted
Ambiguphobia (coined by American novelist David Foster Wallace): To feel uncomfortable about leaving things open to interpretation
Awumbuk (from the Baining people, Papua New Guinea): The feeling of heaviness and sorrow you feel after your guests have departed (and as Dr. Watt Smith describes in the interview, a feeling of inertia and exhaustion and flatness that descends when a loved guest leaves the house)
Basorexia: The sudden urge to kiss someone
Cheesed off: A combination of boredom that leads to anger
Broodiness: Of a woman, feeling a maternal desire to have a(nother) baby (Oxford English Dictionary)
The Collywobbles: A feeling of anxiety and unease in the pit of the stomach, giving an oily, lurching sensation
Cyberchondria: Anxiety about "symptoms" of an "illness" fueled by Internet "research". (Side note: I am the king of cyberchondria.)
Depaysement (French): The feeling of being an outsider
Dolce far niente (Italian): The pleasure of doing nothing
Fago (Ifaluk): A unique emotional concept that blurs compassion, sadness, and love together. It is the pity felt for someone in need, which compels us to care for them, but it is also haunted by a strong sense that one day we will lose them.
Gezelligheid (Dutch): A particular feeling of coziness
The author describes Gezelligheid as able to describe "both physical circumstances--being snug in a warm and homely place surrounded by good friends...and an emotional state of feeling 'held' and comforted."
Greng Jai (Thai): The feeling of being reluctant to accept another's offer of help because of the bother it would cause them
Han (Korean): Frequently translated as sorrow, spite, rancor, regret, resentment or grief, among many other attempts to explain a concept that has no English equivalent. Han is a difficult concept which requires an understanding of the context in which it is used. (Definition taken from Wikipedia)
"It seems to be a combination of hope and despair at the same time," says Watt Smith. "It's a kind of yearning for things to change, but combined with the very grim determination to see things through, even to the very bitter end."
Hiraeth (Welsh): A deeply felt connection to one's homeland
Hwyl (Welsh): A feeling of exuberance; full of joy and excitement
Ijirashii (Japanese): The sensation of being touched or moved on seeing the little guy overcome an obstacle or do something praiseworthy (Think, the little engine that could)
Iktsuarpok (Inuit): The fidgety feeling that arises when visitors are due to arrive
Kaukokaipuu (Finnish): The craving for a distant land (Imagine the desperate yearning to be somewhere you've never even visited, or the desire to be anywhere but where you are right now.)
L'appel du vide (French: lit., "the call of the void"): The instinctive urge to jump from high places
Litost (Czech): An emotion that is notoriously difficult to translate, describes the feeling of "shame, resentment, and fury that lifts us off our feet when we realize another has made us feel wretched."
Malu (Dusun Baguk people of Indonesia): The feeling of being flustered in the presence of someone we hold in high esteem
Matutolypea: When one wakes up overcome with misery and bad temper
Ringxiety (coined in the late 90s by psychologist David Laramie): The phantom feeling of a phone call in one's pocket
"Any moment of ringxiety is immediately followed by a sort of minor shame and embarrassment as you put your phone back in your pocket."
Torschlusspankik (German): The agitated, fretful feeling we get when we notice time is running out
Umpty: A feeling of everything being "too much" and all in the wrong way
Wednesday, 15 June 2016
Just Don't!
don’t talk unless you can improve the silence
don’t talk when you can't be heard
don’t sing if the song is out of tune
don’t sing unless you can improve the song
don’t write if the pencil has not been sharpened
don’t write unless you can sharpen minds
don’t dance to the tune of indifference
don’t dance unless you can control the tune
don’t run too close to danger
don’t run unless you can go on empty
don’t think if you are still in public
don’t think unless you can make it known
don’t look like you know nothing
don’t look unless you can possess it
don’t laugh your jokes are not funny
don’t laugh unless you can make us happy
don’t drive unless everyone else is a loon
don’t drive me up the moon
don’t paint if you can see indifference
don’t paint unless you see in colour
don’t dance to the tune of indifference
don’t dance unless you can move feet
don’t do unless you can undo it
don’t do it like this again
Sunday, 12 June 2016
Definition of Insanity
Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results is the definition of insanity.
If you always do what you always did, you’ll always get what you always got / If all you ever do is all you’ve ever done, then all you’ll ever get is all you’ve ever got.
one cannot solve a problem with the same conciousness that created it, which is basically just wording it differently.
the definition of insanity is quoting Einstein over and over and expecting to be thought to be clever each time.
If a tree falls in the woods and I don’t care am I insane? Ok actually insanity doesn’t exist there’s just wrong and right and knowing the difference. I could try everyday to climb a mountain even if I fall every time it’s called determination.
there is right and wrong alright – don’t be a coward, stand up for something – only those pathologically inclined to take the cosmic view of everything insist there’s no right or wrong – a childish approach in practice, adds no value to any decision process
Neither is the designated definition of insanity a witticism. It is not funny or particularly clever. At best it contains a partial truth, and not a very profound one.
Einstein, after achieving his theory of relativity and special theory, in his twenties, spent the rest of his life concentrating on an elusive,unifying principle, which essentially, would lasso the whole of physics. He never found it but ever kept looking. Two thirds of his career was devoted, without success, to that quest.
Conceivably, at some point, Einstein self diagnosed that compulsion, that endlessly unproductive search, one which he just could not abandon for more accessible challenges, as a form of insanity.
That’s still not the definition of insanity. Not even close. Insanity isn’t a definable thing. It’s the word people use to describe behavior for which they can’t explain the cause.
Insanity is doing or thinking something that I unrealistic or irrational and perceiving it as normal.
I hope scientists don’t do the same things over and over expecting different results! Science it’s fascinating field of study.
There’s the narcissism of humankind summarised in one rambling paragraph.
Insane people rarely think they’re insane.
Despite the clear evolutionary processes observed in the R&D functions of big Pharma over the last decade, that have been implemented primarily to increase productivity, efficiency and diversity of portfolio, there is little evidence to suggest that joined up thinking has been applied throughout the industry to ensure that what is being developed is what the market/customer truly needs/wants.
a perfectly sane person may ask "what time is it " over and over again in a day and get different results every time.
It was therefore not insane if he would have expected different answers while asking the question again and again.
if you look at the quantum mechanical picture, you will see that you can infact repeat the exact same experiment and expect different results with different probabilities.
conducting the experiment again and again (infinite times) and expecting repetition of results according to a probabilistic distribution, so even though you are expecting something different each time, it is in accordance with certain principles.
I always explain it as he describe the person who do the same thing with the same mindset and ways he did it before, as an insane person.
We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.
Insanity is a legal term. A defendant may be found not guilty by reason of insanity if his or her lawyer can provide clear and convincing evidence that he/she was suffering from severe mental illness (i.e., psychotic disorders like schizophrenia, bipolar disorders, or organic brain illness) which prevented him/her from knowing that the crime committed was, in fact, an illegal act. Because it is a legal distinction, and not a medical one, only a judge or jury can make determinations about a defendant's insanity.
"doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results" is the definition of Perseverance.
if "doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results" was the definition of insanity, then physical exercise would be completely insane, since it's based on repetition expecting results over time.
it’s most commonly used to describe political news — after all, by the third time a minority party in Congress tries unsuccessfully to obstruct a bill, there aren’t very many new things to say about it, and that column won’t write itself.
They say the definition of insanity is repeating the same action, and expecting a different result. By that measure, Congress has lost its mind.
If doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result is a definition of insanity, expecting people whom we overwhelmingly rewarded for acting in one manner to change that behaviour is more than a bit naïve, as any parent knows or finds out quickly.
First of all, Einstein had it wrong. Not his theory of relativity. That seems to be holding up quite well (not that I would know). But he’s also the guy who said that the definition of insanity was doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Too often, I think that’s really the definition of small business.
Do you think my references to insanity are too much? I use them deliberately.
One definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over, and expecting a different result. But what do you call it if you do the same thing over and over, and keep achieving different results? Is that sanity?
One definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly, expecting a different result. Start by planting at the right time of year.
It isn't the definition of insanity it is the mathematical definition of "chaos theory". Dependence on prior history, dependence on interdependence of the parameters, third body problem. Demonstrable in the pharmacology of heparin and daily commutes.
I guess logic would then conclude there is a fine line between genius and repeating things and expecting them to turn out differently; which explains my time in the lab perfectly.
How about we just agree that the definition of insanity is "a deranged state of the mind usually occurring as a specific disorder.”
True; you have to hand it to Microsoft, they have demolished the previously held belief that if you run a program on a computer multiple times, it will have the same result every time.
Thursday, 9 June 2016
Haiku (Experimental) expert mental
Haiku poems date from 9th century Japan to the present day. Haiku is more than a type of poem; it is a way of looking at the physical world and seeing something deeper, like the very nature of existence.
October sky’s
a leaf detaches itself from it’s branch
floats silently swaying in dance
Raindrop falling
braces to hit the ground
bursts upon impact to smaller drops
Cloudy night
wind blowing hard from the east
strips the night bare from it’s cloudy cover
Blood leave the body
through a fresh cut
only to clot in retaliation
August winds
heavy with sand
blow it’s burden on my doorstep
Hazy eyes
pearly white
blink the tears down the cheeks
Holy month
welcome back old friend
good to see you this time around
Sunday, 5 June 2016
Fear Yet More
This was inspired by "Fear No More" a poem by the great William Shakespeare, I took liberty with his words and for that I must give my most humble apologies and say that I was driven to change the great mans words and use lowly ones for a reason. All around us we see and hear the devastating things done to our environment, we can sense that the our planet is hurting and suffering through it’s cries for help in the form of those changing weather patterns and the ozone predicament and much more which I am sure you all know of. I thought if I use the great mans words to express this massage it might find a listening ear. And we don’t know maybe the great man himself might have done the same thing and wrote about mother earth and our suffering environment.
Fear yet more heat from the sun
And even more furious winter’s rages
Your worldly task isn’t done
Homes are gone, and so are wages
Golden lads and girls all must
Under chimneys be swept to dust?
Fear still more the smile of the great
You’ll never scape the tyrant’s stroke
Find no more clothes and feed
To thee the reed is as the oak
The scientist learning physics must
All follow this, or come to dust?
Fear even more the lightning crash
And the all-dreaded falling stone
Fear changing weather patterns smash
You will replace joy with moan
All children young, why children must
Consign to thee, and come to dust?
Saturday, 4 June 2016
Love Fire
My love descending she floats on air
Full of flames that provoke terror
Unto which the hard lashings swear
The one removed from gin and super
Have merely hope, to alas declare
Lays in the choice of trail by fire—
To be redeemed from fire by fire
Did pleasure engineer misery? My Love
False love is they foul game
Insurmountable deceit she wove
The unbearable gown of flame
Which human power cannot remove
We only live, only suspire
Consumed by either fire or fire
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